I'm so sick of him bitching. I get that money and finances are stressful but going on about it isn't helping and especially going on about it the way he does pisses me off.
I have issues, and somehow he equates or makes references to losing it, and breaking down. No, just stop. When I feel the way I do and go through what I do stop saying that about everything. It belittles what I go through.

Having a hard time dealing with his bullshit. His bitching and moaning. He could do a simple thing that I suggest that would make things better but refuses. He goes off over stupid and sometimes small things. I have a hard time dealing with certain things and stupid outbursts don't help.

Thinking of you and someone else. The two of you couldn't be more different. Both make me happy. The thought of you. I wish I could talk to you more than I do.

I really need him to stop talking so much and so loud.

I'm seriously horny now. I so need to fuck that ONE person I have been thinking of today.

Seriously what an ass!
 I text him because I am upset and he never once comforts me.
And to make it worse, instead of comforting me, he is now pissed at the situation because he doesn't get what he wants from it.

I know certain changes will be made during this year.
I am so tired of being this unhappy. Some will be fairly easy to achieve. Others not so easy.
One is getting you. How do I do that?

What the fuck do I have to do to get the attention I need? I tell people I need it. I ask for it. I do subtle things for it. NOTHING.
Am I really worth so little that nobody cares enough?

I adore you.

As I've been feeling ignored by a certain friend for a while and even making posts about it isn't helping I decided to see how they'd feel if I ignored them for awhile. I went and remove recent likes, and stopped liking anything they post no matter. As I'm not a big commenter that hasn't changed.
I've had more likes from them since then I have in the last 3 months.

I love nights when I have to be at work the next day super early is also the night he wants to be the laziest and most annoying. I can't wait all evening to do things, yet he seems to think I can.
I now also have to deal with him acting like I am wrong when his family is crazy and wants him to do things he doesn't need to and is thinking of doing just to shut them up. They are just fucking paranoid and need to stop.

I made it through that day. It was tough and everything set me off. Thankfully I had alone time so I could deal with it alone. Other issues got to me around then making the days surrounding it very hard as well. I know that day didn't help anything. I wish you'd been there, I need someone who doesn't judge but allows me to feel the way I do about things.