Surgery

I had surgery on my ankle about 2 1/2 weeks ago. Still on crutches, but finally got the stitches out today.

Jealousy

The dumb bitch that I know is showing her petty jealousy again. I heard the information days ago, but didn't put it together until today. It is pathetic and petty.
Maybe one day she will get it that nobody cares or likes her.
She deserves every bad thing that comes her way, it is funny that she is feeling insecure and jealous right now.

Him

I think I saw him at a bar near my house, working.

More Pain

I spent 8 weeks in a cast and then 3 more weeks back in the boot. The pain is worse than ever. Had a CT today and meet with the dr again next week to go over results and schedule surgery.
I will have surgery 3 times in a year.

Loss

Lost my best friends mom today.
I have no words for how this feels.

Happy Birthday

D's birthday was over the weekend, but my computer was down so I was not able to post. Happy Birthday D. I miss him like no one else from my past. I wish I had some contact with him.
Today is a long time friend's birthday, though like D I have lost contact with him.

Double-take

Awhile back I thought I saw D, when I did the guy did a huge double-take. I was in my car, he was making a turn past me, and kept looking at me. I know I had pulled too far over the line at the stoplight but he was the only one who looked at me like that of all the other drivers. This guy looked so much like D, even was driving the same truck as when I knew him.
I know it is possible that the guy was just looking at me because of the position of my car, even if it was him.
If it was him, I wonder what was going through his head.