I am super emotional and pissed about stupid things. I know what the cause is. Something I am not allowed to talk about with anyone in my life because they either think it is stupid, don't understand or somehow just make me feel bad.
I would love for you to comfort me. I find myself taking this mood out on you. (Different blog, hopefully you don't read them) I have to remember that you are not to blame, and that I can't let every bad mood effect how you might think of me. But sadly as soon as I get upset the first thing I do is doubt that. It is like I can't imagine you would ever want to have anything to do with me, on any level even though you have never indicated that, and in fact might have shown otherwise (no idea- don't know what you think or mean).