I heard something today that I'm not sure what to think about. It could have been about me but I didn't hear enough to know exactly what they said. I don't know if it was good or bad either. Now it makes me paranoid about the situation I am in. Figure the best way to handle it is to just pull back, basically all the way. Not a situation I need to be in anyway, and not worth any bullshit. Not like anything was going to come of it anyway.  And I probably imagined or read to much into it in the first place.
I honestly don't think that I'm supposed to have happiness.