I am super emotional and pissed about stupid things. I know what the cause is. Something I am not allowed to talk about with anyone in my life because they either think it is stupid, don't understand or somehow just make me feel bad.
I would love for you to comfort me. I find myself taking this mood out on you. (Different blog, hopefully you don't read them) I have to remember that you are not to blame, and that I can't let every bad mood effect how you might think of me. But sadly as soon as I get upset the first thing I do is doubt that. It is like I can't imagine you would ever want to have anything to do with me, on any level even though you have never indicated that, and in fact might have shown otherwise (no idea- don't know what you think or mean).

I past a place where your name and a name you know me by intersect.

Today is going to be a long day. Woke up early and can't go back to sleep.
So horny, been thinking about you. Would love to be with you this morning. Feel you inside me. That would be amazing. Hopefully soon.

Wishing you were here

I really wish you were here with me instead of him. I doubt you would enjoy what I am doing but I could spend time with you and that would be enough, and we could find somethings that you would enjoy as well.

Time with you

I wish I was spending the weekend with you. I have almost 2 weeks off from work. I would so love to spend some of that time with you.

Making changes

I get so tired of people who bitch and moan about their life and do nothing to change it.
I know what I what and plan on getting there, however it is taking me time to be able to make those changes.
I have a friend who constantly bitches and moans about her life, saying she is going to change, yet she doesn't do anything to make it happen, doesn't even try.

Family

With everything that has been happening with my family recently I am starting to realize why I have some of the issues I do, why I feel the way I do about myself and why I doubt how others feel about me.