His bad attitude doesn't help things. In fact I know it makes it worse, lots worse.
I can't tell him that though because he would never accept it. I would just hear a bunch of bullshit about it, like how he puts up with my moods and attitudes.

Yesterday was a mixed day. In the afternoon I had good thoughts and was positive, good things about you. Chatted with friends. As I'm going to bed I started getting sad, and all the positive thoughts from earlier in the day are gone, I'm thinking the opposite in fact.
Then I dreams that you started sending me gifts, just small things. I doubt those dreams mean anything, but at least they made me feel better.

I really fucking hate when he eats something because he is hungry instead of making dinner. Maybe that helps him, but that doesn't help me.

I had such a bad day and all I wanted was you there with me to fix it and you with me now to cuddle and unwind.

So tired today. He wouldn't go to sleep last night and I wanted just a few minutes alone. I don't know why he can't grow up and go to bed. Instead he will be so tired, eyes red and heavy and yawning constantly but refusing to go to bed, even once in bed refusing to go to fucking sleep. It is something I will never understand. We are not children, go to bed.
Then I wake up earlier than I want because he is already awake, making noise and just in general being there.

Removed posts and partial posts as I don't know if the psycho has her friend viewing things or not, probably does. Don't need her stalking and going psycho on a couple of bands like she does on everything else she listens to/claims to like.
I think the friend is just as crazy as she is though.

We didn't kiss at midnight, instead I cuddled my cat. Earlier today while he was sleeping I got off laying next to him, thinking of you.