So tired today. He wouldn't go to sleep last night and I wanted just a few minutes alone. I don't know why he can't grow up and go to bed. Instead he will be so tired, eyes red and heavy and yawning constantly but refusing to go to bed, even once in bed refusing to go to fucking sleep. It is something I will never understand. We are not children, go to bed.
Then I wake up earlier than I want because he is already awake, making noise and just in general being there.