Two people have the power to make me feel worse than anyone ever.
One is him. And is never anything he does it is overthinking and what others do. I have to stop doing that. I have to stop letting other get to me. I can deal with the overthinking. That I know I will get over when everything passes.
I have to stop letting the lies from others get to me. I know what he has personally said to me and what I have seen. What is said by others and what comes from him don't add up. I know what to believe. But when I get down and I start overthinking, I let the wrong things in.