Sometimes I want to reach out to her so badly but I know it is pointless. I have tried so many times, and gotten nowhere. I text and don't get replies, she never texts first. I rarely hear from her on facebook. I know it shouldn't matter because she says one thing. But I believe actions speak for themselves. I need to let go. But I don't know if I can.
Right now I want so badly to talk to her, but I don't want to put myself out there and be ignored again, like normal.