I realize you tend to blow me off. You talk to because you have to but that is it. You also don't touch me, no hugs. No big deal, I don't actually need you to touch me or talk to me, they are just wants. Sucks though is seeing others get them, seeing you talk to others. I know you treat certain people certain ways. I am one of those people that mean nothing to you and I'm sure that you wish would just leave you alone.
I don't need to talk to you anymore, I have meet you several times so there really is no reason. I have to keep telling myself to leave you alone. Any hope of a connection will never happen anyway so talking to you is pointless. You don't want to talk to me, be my friend and especially be with me. And if everything else works out in my life I won't be seeing you anymore anyway as I won't have anyone to do things with once he is out of my life. Alone is better. But alone means alone.