What sucks most about this situation. I am good at reading people and situations. I am usually wrong about it. I know there is something about me you don't like. I know you sign off when you see me sign on. I know you avoid me as much as you can. While I might hope for something, I always knew it would never happen. Look at me, I never get what I want, especially who I want, I don't even try and haven't since high school.
The fact that I let you get to me the way you do and that I am currently cry over you is insane. Why be so upset over a man who has never thought of me again the second he doesn't have to deal with me?