Had a very bad night last night as well as the last few days not being so good. I have been letting thoughts, not facts get to me. Things others think get to me without knowing what you think or feel. Letting how other men act get to me, get inside my head.
While I don't know you well I do know you don't say things you don't mean. I have to keep reminding myself of this. You talk to me the way you do and treat me the way you do for a reason. It may not be exactly the reason I want, and nothing may ever come of it, but it is what it is.
I should know better than to let what others think and do become what you think and do, you aren't other men, you are you. You have stated you are honest and straightforward, that if you say something you mean it. I have to stop second-guessing stupid things and the fact that nothing has happened, yet, get to me. I have to let anything unfold on its own, in time.