With either of the two guys I like I sometimes have a hard time accepting that they would want to be with me. I think everything he has done to me emotionally has caused this, and then this relationship and being unhappy hasn't helped. One, the main one doesn't do anything as I don't interact with him much. But the friend, I interact with him a lot. There has never been any reason to doubt that he wouldn't. We have never flirted, but he doesn't act badly toward me either.
I doubt anything would happen there, but I have to keep thinking positive and not let all my negative thoughts get to me. I can't let the thought that he would never want me get to me as I don't know that. I know how he treats me and how he acts around me.