I haven't seen you in 2 months. I try not to think about you so much lately. I would love to be with you, to spend time with you, to see you smile, to hear you laugh, your voice. I want time that is just mine and not shared with lots of other people. I know what I want from you. And plan on trying to make happen. But don't know if it will.
I worry that the last few times you reacted the way you did with me because of somethings that I had said online, that they got back to you. That is all fine, but only if you mean it. Don't be nice to me because you are doing me a favor, treat me the way you want to treat me, not the way I want you to treat me.
Fights with him, and just finding him annoying lately, so close to ending it.