He drives me so fucking crazy. He leaves the room. I put music on. He comes back in and starts talking as if I can hear him. Just leave, it is the weekend and he barely give me 5 minutes alone. Just go away.
I really need to make those changes so I can move on. Being irritated all the time is not good. This has nothing to do with wanting anyone else. Just me.

He is asleep in the chair. What the fucking hell?
I'm in pain, probably should see a doctor, he even sends me a message saying he thinks I should go when he gets home. Okay, so he gets home. He doesn't ask how I am or bring it up. And is now sleeping. Good job dick. Especially when I work super fucking early tomorrow so need to eat asap and go to bed. I don't have time for your selfish ass to be sleeping right now.

I have no words to describe what I feel right now.
I am so annoyed and angry.
First he wakes me up because he is selfish. I don't know how many times I have asked him not to fucking touch me when I'm sleeping because it does wake me up. But he is 100% selfish so no matter what I say it is about what he wants. Maybe if he respected and listed to me I might have sex with him once in a while. But since he pisses me off so much, no.
Then I am so fucking tired of his procrastination. Anytime he needs to leave (or go to bed) he dicks around online, on his phone or sometimes watches tv (shows/movies he doesn't like, just because it is on) to prolong leaving/going to bed. Just now it took him nearly an hour to actually leave. WTF?! No. That is never fucking okay.

I am tired of you making me feel the way I do. I never expected much in the end, but I had hoped for a little. I know nothing is happening nor will it happen. At least I don't have the other making me feel like this anymore.